Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Myspace

Okay so after about two hours messing about with this, here it is: The posts from myspace that never ended up here. No pictures. No HTML. No correct use of English. Only real edgy stuff from when I was 15. Enjoy.



20 Jun 2009
dear internet

fuck you, from now on i'm only posting on blogger, complete;u uncut and shit. it even ahs a warning for adult content, so i can post porn blogger has it all
9:41 PM

27 Oct 2008
mout eliza, a small hill.

also there a pictures from new zealand if you care.
so, todays is the first day ihave trusted myinternet enough towrite a blog, and i must saysorry in advanced for spacing problems, bcause the space bar dont like me.
ok, soim backfrom new zealand, the last week ish was pretty boring, but i caught a fucking lamb on the road! that was a highlight, yes it was. when igot back,igot a message thjat iguess iwould have got over the time i was there, andit was aphoto from renee, and that made me smile, sothank you renee :)
internet just died, so now im flying without wings, how great :) sorry to james, bernice, and others for the msn convos that i jsut vanished from,it will happen agian promise.
my dad brought me a guitar :) its great, and i now have a decent ipod dock thing, is very loud. and clear sound. but it fucks my ipod over good. a friend from down here, mitchel ( i think is how i spell) lent me awake:the best of live,whichwas great, still is great really. and because theyhave digitaltv here, there is three station 7's and such, biut there was a jethro tull proformance on abc 2,but i dont think ilike it live so much, he soundslike a pirate if you ask me. but aqualung is always good.
i saw a few movies while i was gone, so i guess, reveiws:
running scared *** real randomstoryline,but the carera work wastodie for, i loved it. somehting about gangs and russia.
thoungs angus and perfect snogging ** i thinkthats what it was called, the in flight movie on the way over there, was alright points for trying,and mentions of new zealand.
juno ***** possibly my most fave movie ever jsut now, aftert fight club and the matrix, good story is, nice music, ellen page makes me laugh. i brought the sound track just becasue it had a sonic youth song on it.
internet died agian, sorrybernice.
get smart * i hated it, i watched it becausemydad likes it.
ghost ship * shitty and for some reason, stopped me sleeping from fear, what the hell, all it was was bad violence.
kinky boots ****this movie was pretty good as far as "girly movies" go, gays, shoes, cheating, lies, akward urinal talking. what more could you want?
imust have watched more than that,but theyjsut arent there. ohwait
hot fuzz **** shit, its the fuzz, get down, we are the fucking fuzz,oh right.not from that movie,but it fits.
disneys tarzan ***** i love that movie, and i am sure"jane" lookslike courtney.
thats about all i can remember watching, there wasmore. thank alex for that insperation.
the cat here chooses the mot random places to sleep, always where i need to walk, and i go around acorner and almost fall over it. gosh cat, why?
so over the next week or so, i willbe starting at anew school, because i aint coming back *gasp* miss me. i dont see why youwould. but anyway the point is, all the people i have seen who go there look like popularites, and wear stupid shoes, which i guess i will have to :( but why? why must igo i dont here you ask? i shalltell you, my mother had agreed to take me back, iwas allready to walkaround thecorner to mylocker atschool, and have to ask slover to open it, but no, she calls me and says ineed a reasons to gohome, so FUCK HER! I FUCKING HATE MY MOTHER! and i know thats bad and all, but she makes me angryer that seeing meg (vos) and aiden (beauglehole(i can spell it)) together, whichjsut means i would fight with her all the time, and yeah, that all i have to say about that.
not mkuchelse to say really, but you guise give me you postal address,and illpost stuff to youpossible, and kelly boyde, next time you put your number into my phone, make sure its the full number :) otherwise it is useless, like now.
anywho, imoutof here, internet is up, so ill post.
I LOVE A MEGAN, the one renee said she would share
peace, out.
4:24 PM

16 Oct 2008
sadkl;fhasiopdnfasduicbhnoasi;hdfi out of time.
short one today,. taken ages to upload photos, and now i only have like 3 minutes left, all i did was went in a boat anyway, so yeah.
i miss everyone dearly and such,
i brought a little jade bear eating a fish today, $25, but so worth it. i also brought a shirt, says "sweet as" and has some smart arse translation.
sorry if they are a big file and all.
imma out of time so.
first tihing I do when I get back, is ring megan, and tell her everything.
i love my megan, and i really miss her.
peace, out.
4:08 PM

15 Oct 2008
the world is round; so it turns me on
the wind is high; and it blows my mind
love is old, love is new; love is old, love is you
the sky is blue; so it makes me cry
today, guess what? wait before I start, a lil after yesterdays blog, i was standing outside my room, staring at the muntians, and i had a ruch of feeling better than an a orgasm. weird, but woah, was it nice, for a few seconds.
today, we drove to queenstown, and i listend too all of abbey road, it was great. when we got here, went and ghot some stuff to eat, and then brought tickets, so i could go jump off a 43 meter bridge with a rope around my legs, then waited a bit, and drove out there.
got there, waited an hour, wathced the river, felt a bit sick, and had to go pee alot, and then they took my tickety thing, weighed me (64 kgs (skinny lil fucker aint i?)) and sent me out to the bridge.
waiting is the worst part, it was jsut taking for ever, but some guy asked it he could film me jumping for promo things, so now im a model thing, sexy as.
then the roped me up and said, "ready?! 5-4-3-2-1- BUNGY!" and i fell, possibly the best feeling ever, second only to the feeling that i get from holding my megan close to me, it made me cry i was so happy, and when i can get the pictures to prove it i will, give it a few days for them to internetize them, then they will go here.
in other news, i am taking advantage of the no water saving rules here, and have been having 40-ish minutes worth of showers, feels very nice, it does indeedy. but the one thing i am sick of is having to shower in front of full length mirrors, if you ask me, its not nice having to watch god's mistakes stand there naked and wash its self, amoung other things.
the internet at this place is cheeper, here i get 20 minutes for $2 NZ, and i have about ten left, i have already used $2, reading comments and messages and laughing at the fact people say they miss me.
I checked my phone this morning, and a random number said it was a meg with a new number, last name would help thre, i know six people by that name, and i dont want to find out topo bad, so i wil jsut wait, or some one can tell me, and i can ignore it possibaly.
i get all nervouse waiting for the time to run out on this, and i keep loking behind me to see if there are people watching me, paranoia, with out the guns. the not cool type.
thank you for readin, i seriously does miss most of you, and love you. or whatever i do to people i care for.
oh, and today, i also went on a ludge? thing, and i saw those two girls agian, i didnt say a word. thats all i have to say about that.
anyway, goodbye, bye. imma blow five minutes on wikipedia maybe? possibly left handed toons.
I LOVE MY MEGAN, and i need you know, no questions asked.
gotta love fleetwood mac.
peace, out.
2:49 PM

14 Oct 2008
I'm a loser;
ok, well, today, five-ish hour car trip through beautiful mountains and past huge clear lakes, I hate it here for being so nice, and still smelling like alpine victoria.
i miss victoria, i miss my real friends, I dont like it here, all i do is sit in the car, and go past mountians, its not nice, i keep breaking down, and the only reason I am writing blogs is because I can get on the internetz for 15 minutes for $2 NZ cheap really, but if you add it all up its not, but meh, im all not happy.
i am going to try go jumping off bridges and such when I get to there.
some things I need to say about the music here, they play rick astley alot, I hear him at least once a day on the radio, and they like jack johnston? or who ever far to much, goramn hippies, shitty hippies though, not cool ones that listen to hendrix, and go around to big music things and dance naked, that would be cool.
oh I am not reaplying to any of your comments and messages becasue i dont really have time to at the moment, and to send a text message here costs me 65 cents. so im not doing that, just to my (if renee reads this, our) megan once every now and then, i am like being killed from lack of human contact fronm humans I know tha is, there are plenty of sheepy people from here, they say december like 'dissimba' i laugh at them, and people think i sound engish, wtf? oh well.
I will jsut keep going at this untill i run out of internetz i think.
I have been taking pictures of funny road signs, like the one that looks like boobs, and the round speed ones, and other things like places with two toilet rolls, yeah.
as we go, we stay in more fancy hotels, and the rooms get smaller, and smaller, but they get cleaner, and clearner.
and now I have to waste an extra 15 minutes becasue I droped another $2 in to the computer, fuck me.
I cant decide weather people are jsut telling me they miss me, or they really do, like how can you miss my 'annoying voice in class'? srsly, i dont miss the school work really, although i want to know how i did in my english essay, and to put more holes in my sicence book, and such, nothing else to say on that really.
my dad keeps trying to make me go talk to girls, and I laugh at him, and once the other day, some girls started talking to me, and I stopped thinking proper,and slipped over on the ice, and my right hand went numb for ages, was very not cool, french should have done a better job in making clamp on things for your shoes I tells ya.
and now im about done, so ill jsut leave it at that.
I love a megan, and i miss her alot, alot, alot.
I guess I miss others also, but meh, I also miss my guitar, i love you guitar, miss me?
see you all in hell. i love you.
peace, love, whatever, out.
fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me me fuck me please
2:52 PM

13 Oct 2008
birds & bees, tunnels & trains
welcome welcome, come one, come all, to NEW ZEALAND, how AMAZING!
well im here and all, got in at 00:30 sunday morning NZ time, two hours ahead of australia, very not cool, four hours sleep, got up, caught a train across the south island to the west coast, there were lots of funny birds, bee hives, and tunnles that filled the open carrage with smoke. I stayed in "greymouth" and got up next morning, had a break down in the shower, im so far awy from everything I love, its freaky, and I have kept this shower breakdown thing going everytime without fail. went go to some franz josef place, to walk on icey things, very cool.
two random girls from south aus there, talked to me a bit, and all i really know is they have names that sound the same, and my dad wants me to make friends with them, kinda weird a bit. but they are nice, i think.
im skipping lots and lots becasue i only have 15 minutes, and im scared ill run out half way. so bye bye all, i love you.
I love my megan. I need her now.
peace, out.
5:33 PM

10 Oct 2008
Extra! Extra! read all about me, this is serious business. *serious face*
no picture this time, not in the mood, and I can't go on ED whilest usinbg my grand parents internet, no matter how fast it is really, oh well, I will live I guess.
So...I have been a missing perosn since I last did one of these, go me, five hour walks at 22:00 will do that to you though, I only go to lindenow south, dumpy little place if I ever saw one, had a phone booth, so i used it for a bit, to try and get some one to come get me, but they didn't so I walked the three hours back home.
so now I have been sent to my dad's place because my mother don't like me at all, but she now thinks she can tell my dad how to look after me, like she was doing such a great job. but they lied to me, said I was just going for two weeks, while he went to New Zealand. but turns out I may or may not be coming back, and I have no idea, help me. mother did tell the school i am not going back I assume, and sent me a text message, saying something like "when you come back, we can work on boundries, and you coming back home," but why? why send me away, just to have me back, I was happy, life was looking up, but karma is a fucking bitch to me. I spend one day with megan, and this happens, mental break downs at least twice a day, lies, anger and pain. and all this happens just as I start doing better at school, and begin to feel like I am not failing at everything I do. but now I feel I am, and that i will lose everything I hold dear, and love.
people keep asking me why i am leavin, but I am being sent, and people keep talling me they will miss me, but I dont see why they would, I am an arse, miss my arsey-ness, I dare you. i think the only people I will acctually miss are,
alex
aiden
pat
jordan
bernice
josh
tom
rika
renee
emily
bree
sara
more people that I can't spell your names, and there are too many different ways
and most of all megan, specialy megan.
of course there is more of you out there, the rest of you just don't seem to come to mind right now, or haven't really made that much of an impact, but I guess I will miss more, they will just stay in my head.
so, if I dont come back, my dad was all "we will make an effort to see your friends" which is good yes, yes.
I dont know what else to say really, but I dont think I will be using the internet much for two weeks if at all, and there will be no contact to me, so narr
andywho, enough of this shit, imma gonna go bye bye. I love most of you, whoever you may or may not be.
I LOVE YOU MEGAN
p.s. sorry for spelling shit and stuff there is too much text to check really, so just is mot likely spelt like jsut alot.
peace, out
thank you for reading.
9:49 AM

5 Oct 2008
hello sun; hello birds; hello my lady
Yeah, I got bored today, and I made this, beatles related lulz go me, I am so sad. but not in the "not cheerful" way, the sad as in, "why would you wast your time doing that? I mean srsly." oh well, I'll live.
blue flower,
red thorns
I think I am bored enough to do this about now?
yeah, how AMAZING of me? I am so god damn bored it's not funny, unless you arent me, then its most likely HILARIOUS!
all I really did today was climb a tree, and couldnt get back down, so I climbed to the closest bit to the ground, and my dog came and sat under me, so I had to wait for him to chase the cows, took ages, and the branch almost broke.
school tomorrow, thats means I will see real people that aren't my family, for a full 7-ish hours. which is good.
I am pretty out of things to say here, I have an english essay to start now, soi should go do that I guess, any who, bye bye.
i love a megan.
peace, out. whatever.
6:17 PM

4 Oct 2008
..if i'm wasting my time..
Today was rather EXTREAMERLY GREAT! if you ask me, Smimply becasue i was with my megan for a while, if you ask others it was a'right
slept in too long, brothers didn't wake mother up, insted played their laptop thing, faggots.
got to sale at almost 11-ish possibly, anywho, thats when I saw megan for few hours. I liked it. god imma wuss
what next, read 1984 in the car, the dark haired girl loves smith *gasp* I honestly didn't see that comming. is a pretty good book so far, alex says the end sucks, no wait, is bad.
got home jsut to find out I copuld have spent an extra hour in sale, faggot brother left with out mother anyway, so I didnt need to leave so early, yelled at myself a bit. oh well, what can I do?
imma running out of things to say really, there isnt really much to tell you, I had Isomethign, but now it's gone, so oh well.
you arse hole's that call your selves my "friends" should be ashamed of yourselves, you all get up and go tonigh, and no one, exept bree and peach ask me. why is that fair. dont care, seriously I hate alot of you any way.
A MESSAGE TO AIDEN:good luck, I will see you on the other side.
enough of this, the only reason I didn't stop a bit before, is because I am burning cd's, they are only getting muse and the beatles on them, oh and the white stripes first album , I can lend that to pepole, yeh.
anyway, thats all really, so I guess bye bye. thanks for readin this far down the page, I love you. We will go far, you and me.
I love megan
peace, out.
6:51 PM

3 Oct 2008
break on through
this has been open for two hours, so it think i will post it at like six something. stupid myspace. oh well, what are you gonna do?
People keep telling me stuff, and expecting me to be weirded out by it, but I'm not becasue people keep telling me the same thing.
pretty boring day really, three year olds woke me up at six am. by sayin, "WAKE UP GEORGE!" and shaking me. was a tad strange, I dont see what they want from me.
my mother jsut cam in "george you have to wash your hair or im not taking you anywhere tomorrow." thats gay, why is it so? oh well, guess imma wash my hair.
I can smell, beef, cooked beef, I should possibly be eating right now, but I need to just fill this up with random shit still.
I fixed my speakers for the computer before, so now I can hear all the noises, then I changed the log on and off noise to she's so... ...HEAVY its so great
and thats about all from me really, oh yeah, school goes back monday, I can't wait
now harry thinks sam aswell as I are emos, we out number him now. little fucker.
and oh yeah, before I forget, as I was wondering around near the river today, I decided to go through a fence, I also decided no to pay attention to electric wirenow I have a bruise, and I felt buzzy for like ten minutes, I think I will have to do that agian.
Anywho, I hear food calling my name so bye bye.
I love you megan, and I will see you tomorrow!!!11
peace, out.
6:47 PM

2 Oct 2008
i'm stranded; far from home
yeah, what ever, I am at my cousins house, how fun, evil little children, wak me up at six am. then dont leave me alone all day. with the excuse, "George sit next to me" "why?" "because, I love you" half the time the younger one calles me harry, and the other half of the time he calls me sam. I mean come on, I am not that much of an arse
in other news, my brother decided to hit me in the arm with a metal pole (thank you rika for the spelling) and I couldn't open doors for around twelve hours without letting out a small gasp of pain.
went down the street (bairnsdale) with me cousin, people saw me, yelled my name from their car, scared the hell out of me, then I saw sara, at "maccas" I was eating a soft serve, and because she has changed her hair colour, it takes me ages to register her face, but I did.
anyway, im out of ideas reall, exept I need a good hundred dollars to buy the cd's I want, and more money to buy ipod speakers, good luck.
anyway, now I am out of Ideas, so bye bye.
I love you megan, and if all goes to plan, I will see you on saturday, I can't wait, happy, happy, joy, joy.
*some sort of happy face, oh wait there it is*
peace, out.
8:35 PM

30 Sep 2008
happiness is a warm gun
month resets in a matter of hours, so I have downloaded a good three hors of music over the past two days, so worth it.
I have been doing alot more guitaring latley, am getting much better, got somke on the water "down pat" last night, I dont know why, I hate that song you see?
Family informs me they may not return till friday this morning, pain in the butt really, oh well, always next time. You know what george? FUCK YOU!
Hmm.. what to say, what to say? Nothing is good to me.
reject false icons
I got letters from megan today, I love them. I LOVE THEM! ..I LOVE THEM!....I LOVE THEM!.. And I love her, lots, and lots, and lots.
Anywho, today being tuesday means I dont thin k I have accsess to interet(z) for a few days, so untill them, caio.
I love you megan. :)
8:20 PM

29 Sep 2008
startin somehitng here, read more!!!
Myspace Backgrounds
Comments | Web Hosting
Myspace Layouts - Cartoons Myspace Layouts
Myspace Codes - Myspace Generators - Myspace Backgrounds
ok, so here goes, these things above, they are very very annoying, and for every stupid little picture you get, you get at least one, hidden in a huge chunk of code, yeah? Well I am offering to remove them for you, all you have to do is send me all your coding for your page, in your about me, heros, everything, then I will go through get rid of it, and send it back, sound like a plan, ok, yeah what ever, do what you like. Stick it to the man, get rid of his adds
Not much interesting happening really, Megan called me last night, god, I have missed her alot, tomorrow it will have been a month since I last saw her, and it feels alot longer, so I'll say its been 1/12th of a year, becasue it sounds longer.
andywho, enough of this.
Peace, out.
I love megan.
2:49 PM

28 Sep 2008
one white duck on the wall
Megan is back!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111 yay, I can talk to her more easy-ish... I miss her.. In lighter news, my mother promised me she would take me to sale sometime this week, so that means I can see her. yay me!
hmm, I cant really remember doing anything today, I am still slightly pissed at hugh, and he is staying at my place. gah! meh, I told him I am, dont care to much anymore.
Wednesday I am staying at my cousins place while my family goes to somewhere I dont want to , just because of the two hour car trip, to some place where I am not sure if there si an escape, so it is just better for me to not go.
If you must, if you want.
I dont see why people acctually want to read this, but still, today alone, five people have readed my blog, or at least opend it.
I am rather hungry, which is strange, because I have acctually been eating for the past three days, I dont usualy eat on holidays, but when I see food I jsut eat it. so I have been doing alot of eating lately, bathing on the other hand, I have been wearing the same clothes since tuesday.
thats about all really, so bye bye.
I love megan
peace,out.
6:45 PM

27 Sep 2008
che lives
bored as hell, miss people, real people, sick of family, hawks won, st. kilda is the worstest team ever to stink up foot ball
in other news, I made a stupid contact thing and worked out how to put it on gaymyspace. che all the way.
not too much else happening in the world of George. spent so long on the internet, that I started bitching to people in emails about what I dont like about thaeir websites, and what they should be doing.too much bbc coding makes me use this "[]" insted of "<>"
yeah thats about all reall, my mother asks too many questions, makes me scared to do anytihng, soI just don't, yeah, THE END!
I love you megan, you get back tomorrow morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111111 FUCK YES!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111
peace, out.
11:41 PM

26 Sep 2008
the pig-me and the whore
yeah, well, nothing new really, boring old holidays as usual, there is seriously nothing to do here.
I will draw a picture later, and finish my current one. and possibly before this is done, I will find another picture of the sunset today.
I....'ll go do that now. I....'ll set it as the blog background, so you have to see it, it will be to big, but I dont care, but later, for now, jethro tull, evryone should listen to jethro tull.
http://img515.imageshack.us/img515/3715/picture036jf2.jpg ignor that, I just need to keep it.
anywho, enough of this
anywho B1D0F0 keep that in mind, the end. I love megan, you get home sunday.
9:31 PM

26 Sep 2008
this will be on my videotape.
on the thrid day, Megan gets back. waitning so long.
Can't remember anything interesting happening today, well its yesterday now. apart from my brother decided I am an emo, at about 1 yesterday afternoon, and then broke a bunch of my stuff, mostly paper fragments. I slept untill lunch, missed chance to see acctuall people. fuck me for that.
Meh, thats about all really, apart from 'nay' calling me for the best 30 minutes of my week so far. thank you.
anywho, I'm out of things to say, so bye bye.
I love megan, and I miss you.
1:54 AM

24 Sep 2008
for emily whenever i may find her
Before anyone askes any questions, the title is a song name, that I will refuse to deface by removing bits.
Simon & Garfunkel Singles with Billboard Hot 100 positions
"For Emily, Whenever I May Find Her" (live version) (#53) / "America" (#97) -- Columbia 45663 -- 9/72
See.
Now down to business. there is nothing to do here. I have ruinded my fun by finishing my stupid newish PS2 game in two days. whish I super gay.
Today I got text messages that said:
"Ever considerd that next time i c u ur dead?"
"Ur askn 4 a beat dwn cunt."
"I guna make u bleed."
Thank you for the laughs Tristan Camm. because no matter how serious you are, I will never get angry at you, or fear you for that matter. fifteen year olds tut, tut. :)
Anywho, thats bout all from me. So the end. *little black hole that gets smaller appears*
I love Megan, you are the bestest.
-George.
5:19 PM

23 Sep 2008
UPDATE!
yeah, I have missed about twenty of these maybe? Something like that. I dunno, and I don't care. It's not like there is any loss if I don't post these, meh.
I haven't washed in.. since thursday, you work that out. go me.
anywho the only reason I decided to post this was so I could put this comic up.
so bye.
And megan, come back, I love you.
2:26 AM

13 Sep 2008
I will begin agian.
Everything seems to be falling apart, even though it may not be.
I need to stop talking to people so I don't make them mad.
Tom lent me a bunch of cd's today, one didn't have the cd in it. oh well.
I feel kinda unwanted, by alot of people.
I have a school camp next week, so a break from family, and time with school people, can't decide if it's good or bad.
anywho the end.
I love megan.
1:12 AM

12 Sep 2008
invalid
Have to blog quick, only have so much stalling left in me
My cousin is worried about me; agian. For no reason; agian. She must know less about me than my "friends" think they know. far less than my friends do know anyway.
Family is in a sort of good mood, I'll just stay away from them so it stays.
Else where in life is boring, tuesday I was at Alex's place to get to cross country at some far off place, bus trip was good, bus trip back was anger fulled, came 14th in my race wich was like 5.6km long.
Can't really think of anything to say now, so just bye bye, and I love Megan
The end.
2:19 AM

6 Sep 2008
Subject cannot be left blank.
Current mood:accomplished
the only thing I have eaten today is a McChicken burger and three spoonfulls of milo. I am very hungry right about now, at 7-ish.
I was convinced it was sunday before, bit me hard when I found out otherwise.
My brother has a myspace thing now, so "hello, Sam, and welcome to the wide world of internet, keep your eyes shut." not like he can or would read this if he could. you shit head, I will hate you forever.
I haven't spoken to megan since tuesday really exept by "msn" and a 12minute 43second phone call last night, and I don't like it much. An up-side, my paranoia is gone.
I think I am spacing this out to much, but meh, I am writing alot for me aren't I? AMAZING!
I have been listening to the same collection of music for the past week. All it is is all (not a real sentance) the pixies, white stripes and radiohead music I have around 80 songs.
Brought the violent femmes firt album today, it's pretty cool.
This shit just keeps flowing, why can't I do this when I write letters?
*If I could draw a picture here, there would be one here. with many colours*
Last night I went to football presentations, was ok, I got to see people and eat their food. Although hearing hugh ingram lie about things to make it sound like he isn't the one to blame has ensured I will not speak to him for a while. faggot.
And now I'm out of things to say, so bye bye, adn thank you for taking the time to read this far.
*exits building, which then explodes, credits apperar*
I love my megan.
7:43 PM

30 Aug 2008
Dead leaves and the dirty ground
Best day evererer, nuff said.
Lost the football, didn't phase me.
oh, and megan was there, I love her.
the end.
Peace.
8:24 PM

29 Aug 2008
The work force is..
Current mood:pirate
Bored, bored, bored.
I can't even be bothered doing this tonight.
T-Rex, TORE SHIT UP!
Am reading The hitchhikers guide to the galexy. is very good.
anyway, the end.
I love my (I can say that right?) megan.
9:17 PM

28 Aug 2008
We hope you choke.
how do 15 people manage to veiw my blog over night and a day? thats nuts.
Stupid code.
"we're the only ones to turn to when you're castles turn to sand" where are you then?
mum is mad, because dad is worried, if dad is worried, why isn't she?
anywho the end. I'm being yelled at to go, so bye bye.
I love megan.
7:33 PM

27 Aug 2008
Same shit, different day.
two hundered veiws.
I hate my family; Because they hate me, so I must be doing something wrong here.
meg acctually said 'high' to me today.
I'm very super depressed.
It takes a second to say goodbye.
I got a letter from the most amazing girl ever yesterday, and I read it for half an hour non stop, just kept getting to the end, and started agian.
The end I guess.
Peace.
I love Megan.
5:54 PM

25 Aug 2008
Carpet juice.
Ali lent me "get behind me satan" is very win.
______________________________________________________________
Shit day in every way, but I spoke to Sara (long name) and Louise's little sister, they are nice people. Why are there not more of them?
______________________________________________________________
Fuck George I hate you.
______________________________________________________________
I don't know why I added the lines all of a sudden, It's jsut esier, because I have to type thins with certin code's.
______________________________________________________________
Well I drew a blank now, so the end.
____________________________________________________________
I love you Megan.
-George.
6:28 PM

24 Aug 2008
Because of the times.

I..'m sick of myspace bullitens. they are all shit with no real meaning. but someone must like them because they keep making them. (like black jelly beans)
16) Have you ever broken a heart before?Nope...
that question, you cannot possibly know the answer to that question.
and we don..'t want to know if you are a virgin or not, so shut the hell up about it?
______________________________________________________________

Living off redskins.
Under 16..'s swifts creek football team is in the grand final. woot!
Singing my life with his words. (that line is pretty emo if i was a teenage girl.)
Saw Rika and ..'Nay..' yesterday, and almost fell asleep on a netball court.
sick of family. they are fucking retarded, and this is enough ranting. so bye.

______________________________________________________________
*snip; I'm making the effort now*
______________________________________________________________
I love you Megan.

24 Aug 2008
Because of the times.

I'm sick of myspace bullitens. they are all shit with no real meaning. but someone must like them because they keep making them. (like black jelly beans) 16) Have you ever broken a heart before? Nope... that question, you cannot possibly know the answer to that question. and we don't want to know if you are a virgin or not, so shut the hell up about it? ______________________________________________________________
Living off redskins.
Under 16's swifts creek football team is in the grand final. woot! Singing my life with his words. (that line is pretty emo if i was a teenage girl.) Saw Rika and "Nay" yesterday, and almost fell asleep on a netball court. sick of family. they are fucking retarded, and this is enough ranting. so bye. I hate you meg vos. but you wont make the effort so you can't read this. ______________________________________________________________
I love you Megan.
4:47 PM

22 Aug 2008
sleepy
Current mood:sleepy
too sleepy to blog, so goodnight.
Love you megan.
9:42 PM

21 Aug 2008
You know I hate you right?
^ To someone who can't read this because they refuse to make an effort.
It's a fuckin' person; Duh? to some one else who can't read this.
I suck. Kill me.
Why does every one think im gay all of a sudden?
Geeze.
People and their grammar. They suck.
Anywho, bored now, so bye I guess.
To Megan,
I love you.
From George.
The end.
7:06 PM

21 Aug 2008
Pots full of water
I am having such a bad week, but I....'m so happy most of the time, I am very sore from running.
I can....'t have this in fall over writing, because I....'m failing at blog.
Got my watch back today, mum got it fixed.
All the people I don....'t like left school early today for sport. After my that, My day got so much better.
Sorry to people.
yeah, the end.
Love, Peace and Whatever.
Love you Megan, you make me very super happy, and listen to me.

p.s. How does you like my wasted 15 minutes of life making this different?
1:42 AM


19 Aug 2008
Kool Thing.
I'm very out of practice in typing, I suck so bad.
Spitefully driven.
I think I almost need a haircut.
Goddamn arse holes screwing up the internet need to go die.
I am getting more music agian, Sonic Youth, thats it really.
I am making a code to encrypt words and its great, aren't I clever.
333333333333333333333333333M
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Break on through to the other side. [/George]
George loves Megan.
the end.
6:06 PM

17 Aug 2008
Milk; And apples.
Yesterday was good/great/AWESOME! Rika came to where ever I am. and made my day happy and not full of bored , lonely and sad.
I have also finsihed watching the first series of Skins which was very super good.
not much else is happening in the department of anything inside the mind of George, aren't I boring?
this website is retarded and i hate it for taking ages to load.
The end.
Oh yeah, Love you Megan
11:52 AM

15 Aug 2008
sepirtS etihW.
Its safe to say I'm in love with the white stripes, and the mostest greatest girl ever ever ever; she writes me letters, and talks to me, and listens, and makes me feel very really happy, "to Megan, you are my sunshine." I'm in love.
thats basicly everything thats happening to me, oh and i HATE the oylimpics.
the end. Love from George.
6:23 PM

10 Aug 2008
RARW! kill me.
I'm bored, angry, can't sleep, hate filled, and ragerfied.
to the person who this is intended bitch bitch bitch die slap in the face, I will hate you forever, and you will never know, we will jsut carry on in our happy lives as they are, no, you will never find out I want you dead. I'll keep it that way. this is your own fault. goodnight.
-George
12:56 AM

9 Aug 2008
Conform
Every one else is doesing it, so I'll join this stupid long que to no where.
People keep telling me long cat is to looooong, so now it's gone, butt heads.
Someone better read this.
I hate me.
I belong.
Played football today, and won, Megan was there, I froze up, because imma faggot. I cried for like an hour. Fail george, go die in a ditch. I wont miss you.
This perticular website has reduced me to tears in the past two days, because of a certin person who will remain unnamed, they can't read this, but you can you see?
I sat in a drain under a road for like an hour while I talked to Rika, was great, is my new bestest spot.
This is shit.
I suck.
Die.
Sorry about spelling and grammar, I'm lazy and out of typing practice.
peace and love or what ever to all who can be bothered taking the time to gert to know me properly, and not just assume you know me.
-George.
11:54 PM

28 Jun 2008
Porn store clerk.
Current mood:mellow
Haven't slept much.
Played football today.
Won by 3 points.
yesterday I found the one spot I can go where I am not reminded of Meg.
There I am at peace.
I told Meg.
She went not happy or something.
I couldn't give a fuck.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i need someone
a person to talk to
someone who'd care to love
could it be you
could it be yo-ou
the situation gets rough,
and i start to panic
its not enough
its just a habit
and, kid, you're sick
well darling this is it
well you can all just kiss off into to the air
behind my back
i can see that stare
they'll hurt me bad but i won't mind
they'll hurt me bad they do it all the time
yea yea
yea they do it all the time
yea yea
they do it all the time
yea yea
they do it all the time
do it all the time
they do it all the time
do it all the time
they do it all the time
do it all the time
I hope you know that this will go down on your permanent record
oh yea
well don't get so distressed
did i happen to meantion that i'm impressed
i take one one one cause you left me and
two two two for my family and
three three three for my heartache and
four four four for my headaches and
five five five for my lonely and
six six six for my sorrow and
seven seven for no tomorrow and
eight eight i forget what eight was for and
nine nine nine for the lost gods
ten ten ten ten for everything everything everything
well you can all just kiss off into to the air
behind my back
i can see that stare
they'll hurt me bad but i won't mind
they'll hurt me bad they do it all the time
yea yea
yea they do it all the time
yea yea
yea they do it all the time
do it all the time
do it all the time
do it all the time
do it all the time
do it all the time
time time time time
timetimetimetimetimetimetimetime
do it all the time.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Peace.
George.
4:47 PM

18 Jun 2008
don’t wanna be left out.
hate anger pain.
shaky from anger, shaky from hate, sore from pain.
went for lots of runs or what ever, emily asked what was wrong, i lied.
Meg wont take my book.
the end.
6:08 PM

17 Jun 2008
yes umm...
I finished my book yesterday, meg didnt take it... : (
She said tomorrow for sure yeah?
if it dosnt happen she not gonna get it, and thats that.
in the year 55 55 your arms hanging limp by your side.
im so sleepy. england girl didnt know who i was today, to her im bill.
the end.
6:37 PM

17 Jun 2008
"tiny rolling tea bag of honey girliness georgina"
cant be bothered doing this anymore, stil will some times.
Meg Cameron ate my phone and now it smells : (
Doom Book is almost full. will be tomorrow i think.
The end.
2:57 AM
3 Jun 2008
Sience, urgh, fiction. This would be more easy if there was a science fiction section.
2 veiws todays. weird. had a shitty day, at lunch i walked off and *leaves part of life out*
I'm so sleepy and bored.
3 exams today. *anger*
science exam tomorrow i think, and sport, so only one study thing with people i may or may not like.
the end.
5:23 PM

2 Jun 2008
This machine kills facists.
Extra big picture, just becasue its cool.
people are pissing me off, 'free party' for $10 this week end, dont want to go, do people not get it, week end is so i get away from you arse holes, with exeptions.
70 veiws of this blog that i despise.
grammar is what i fail at.
sick of life, almost want to die.
at lunch i explained clearly how i would do it, and no one herd, to busy 'ohh i "love" you' and hugging.
the end.
6:59 PM

30 May 2008
OMG! WTF? BBQ!
BLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOG BLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOG BLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGWINEANDCHEESE!BLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBL OGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOG BLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOGBLOG
wasnt that fun?
my legs hurt from cross countery on wednesday, its now friday. and i need to start running more.
i had my first guitar lesson yesterday, half of it was the guy sayig the guitar i have is not in good shape and him trying to tune it...
saturday is tomorrow, and i hope i do something interesting.
The end.
2:24 PM

27 May 2008
CAIK?
Sleepy, sore, i want cake, and if im lucky im doing something with people, that dont annoy the fuck out of me, on the weekend. yay.
any ways, the end.
5:32 PM

26 May 2008
UNO what I want to play?
meh, today was fucking awesome, comperared to almost every day for the past month, almost 2 months, and it wasnt even that spectaculer... (but it was)
i almost burnt my book thing on the week end, then it got really wet, is all good though...
anyways, the end.
(this really sucks, im aweful at doing this (and im sick of the shit))
6:36 PM

23 May 2008
Queen of light, took her bow, and then she turned to gold.
I am so mad at 'people(s)' right now...
If I had a gun, I could 'solve' a few of my problems...
I am in such a shit mood.
There would be more here, but I don't want to die... (not really)
6:26 PM

21 May 2008
I smell burning?
Every one is falling in 'love' with every one else, and its all going to effect me badly... dont want to go into it...
I got into an argument with 'someone' yesterday... ended bad, sort of, i dont know, meh...
all of this stuff people keep telling me isnt true, maby it is? i dont know, meh... lies get uncovered in arugments, people dont choose words careful enough...
The end.
6:27 PM

20 May 2008
HATE AND ANGER AND VIOLENCE AND STUFF X2
Brain damage.
Truth - This is truth.
Lies - This is lies.
Pain - This is pain.
I AM SO SICK OF THIS SHIT! FUCK! I just want to sleep for ever... And ever...
Missunderstanding - This is compleat Missunderstanding.
Hope - This is Hope.
I give up...
The end.
* lie.
6:24 PM

18 May 2008
gloom ’n’ doom
from what i understand, i have much to be happy about, maby, i don't know any more, but 'someone' told me a bunch of stuff, so now im happy ish...
sams part was apperently dull, dont care, just as long as people satyed true to there words, other than that, i could not give a shit what heppend.
i am at home alone all day today, my family left at like 5am or something.
have been listening to lightning crashes by live for 15 hours.
no one cares about any thing. there is no point to it all. we are just here. we dont understand any of it, and then we just die.
^not from fight club.
lightning crashes, a new mother crys.
her placenta falls to the floor.
the angle opens her eyes.
the confusion sets in befor the docter can even close the door.
lightning crashes, and old mother dies.
her intenetions fall to the floor.
the angle closes her eyes.
there is no realy pourpose, to this, or any life, but to populate this shit hole of a planet.
im so fucking depressed.
any ways, the end.
10:18 AM

17 May 2008
The Purpose Of Life...
The Purpose Of Life
MARTIN LUTHER KING: "To love."
ALBERT EINSTEIN: "To think."
BARACK OBAMA: "To hope."
HILLARY CLINTON: "To win."
FRANCIS FITZGERALD: "To fail."
THOMAS EDISON: "To try."
-----
JULIUS CAESAR: "To conquer."
LEONIDAS: "To fight."
HENRY THOREAU: "To defy."
MACHIAVELLI: "To rule one's country."
JOHN KENNEDY: "To serve one's country."
-----
JESUS NAZARENE: "To give thanks."
MUHAMMED: "To give praise."
SIDDHARTHA: "To be at peace."
ADOLF HITLER: "To be at war."
MOHANDAS GANDHI: "To stand up."
ROSA PARKS: "To sit down."
-----
BENJAMIN FRANKLIN: "To invent."
JOHN TOLKIEN: "To create."
GALILEO: "To discover."
ISAAC NEWTON: "To understand."
SOCRATES: "To reason."
PLATO: "To debate."
ARISTOTLE: "To wonder."
-----
LEONARDO DA VINCI: "To draw."
WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE: "To write."
MARTHA STEWART: "To cook."
-----
ANTON LAVEY: "To live."
ERNEST HEMINGWAY: "To die."
-----
DOUGLAS ADAMS: "42."
todays the big day guys.. not that you read this, 'cept Alex said he does.. anyways todays the big day, i hold all of you to your words and hope that my trust is valued enough to you for you to want to keep it... so do not betray my trust, okays? good. =D
any ways i played football today, won by heaps, and my team worked as a team.. My dad drove 3 hours to watch me and my brothers play, made me so happy... thats about it really...
bah i had great song lyrics to put here, but mtv wont let me copy them...
3:35 PM

16 May 2008
toast? where?
i am so very depressed, but it will be worse tomorrow, so i dont care, i could end up so dead in side by monday, but i dont care, i am dead inside partly already. so nothing changes, i just get more emo... FUCK! i dont want that! bah, what you gonna do...
♪ fixes every thing ♪
the lyrics to soem song would go here but i cant find them right...
6:43 PM

15 May 2008
frozen apple hurts my teeth.
i think you, Alex, are the only person who reads this so hellos alex = ) (exept the one time 8 people read it in one day... weird...
today was ok, i went away from every one, and people found me... it was a good thing i guess. then i was just weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. and every thing else is a blur.
6:14 PM

14 May 2008
fade away?
today was ok, good i guess in some ways, dont want to go in to it... it just was... but meh, ANGRY A LOT!!! harryison or how ever you spell his name, was acting really nice and was talking about all this stuff to do with the past 5 months of my life, explaind the 'roll up' thing and the 'mona lisa' thing (which i didn't know about), and alex said i am changing public oppinion and making my self an army.. i dont know how, just am...
Manic depression is searching my soul
I know what I want but I just don't know
How to, go about gettin' it
Feeling sweet feeling,
Drops from my fingers, fingers
Manic depression is catchin' my soul
Woman so weary, the sweet cause in vain
You make love, you break love
It's all the same
When it's, when it's over, mama
Music, sweet music
I wish I could caress, caress, caress
Manic depression is a frustrating mess
Well, I think I'll go turn myself off,
And go on down
All the way down
Really ain't no use in me hanging around
In your kinda scene
Music, sweet music
I wish I could caress, caress, caress
Manic depression is a frustrating mess
really not the right lyrics, but i dont care.
5:42 PM

12 May 2008
lies make us evil
a tiger can smile,
a snake will say it loves you,
lies make us evil.
im sick of poeple, i cant get my myspace page thing un dumb, and i think i should by a gun... but i cant... and then i could just go... solve some things... and i really want peopole to stop talking and saying that i am stuff...
then end.
5:32 PM

9 May 2008
dear reader.
dear reader(s) who are you?
im so over life, people suck i am a useless unwanted peice of shit, i dont feel needed, or that i have an overall purpous.
anyways cut short the end.
6:57 PM

7 May 2008
bahahahaha, some one looked at this blog todays...
Current mood:mellow
today was crap, i disliked it, apart from lunch, involved food and forgeting my trobles... lots of laughing till i couldnt breath, and some one telling me i stink... because i do... thats about it... tv makes me angry and puts me in a bad mood, they allways get what they want... my cousin was crying almost becasue she thinks im going to cut my self... im depressed, but not that depressed... geeze... the end.
and there is no lyrics here becasue im lazy today...
6:10 PM

6 May 2008
myspace thinks its monday.
today is tuesday, but myspace thinks its monday, stupid myspace is living in the past... i dont know what to think about any thing any more. and every thing is confusing the hell out of me, im really really depressed all the time, no body really reads this, becasue its just shit that i can put here and people can read it with out me being killed by people i know, thats why i have my book thing, and i want Meg to read it so others can read it, then ill be happy... my brother is a fuck and is standing behind me reading this, so ill punch him if he dosnt GO AWAY SAM... the end... no high lighted bits...
London calling to the faraway towns
Now that war is declared-and battle come down
London calling to the underworld
Come out of the cupboard, all you boys and girls
London calling, now dont look at us
All that phoney beatlemania has bitten the dust
London calling, see we aint got no swing
cept for the ring of that truncheon thing
The ice age is coming, the sun is zooming in
Engines stop running and the wheat is growing thin
A nuclear error, but I have no fear
London is drowning-and I live by the river
London calling to the imitation zone
Forget it, brother, an go it alone
London calling upon the zombies of death
Quit holding out-and draw another breath
London calling-and I dont wanna shout
But when we were talking-i saw you nodding out
London calling, see we aint got no highs
Except for that one with the yellowy eyes
The ice age is coming, the sun is zooming in
Engines stop running and the wheat is growing thin
A nuclear error, but I have no fear
London is drowning-and I live by the river
Now get this
London calling, yeah, I was there, too
An you know what they said? well, some of it was true!
London calling at the top of the dial
After all this, wont you give me a smile?
I never felt so much a like
6:30 PM

4 May 2008
stupid chain mail
i just got a chain email thing and it made me depressed becasue of its title and knowing i will not get to do it with the persone i want to, and i just want to tear this computer out of the wall and toss it at the wall then smash it with a hammer and then run, run until my until my muscles burn and my veins pumped battery acid. then run some more... and i dont think any one even reads this so meh ill just stop, im going to watch silence of the lambs today, becasue im spiteful... and then ill go to sleep, sob and sleep, it will take a while to sleep though, i think to much... meh, the end...
"Let us be lovers we'll marry our fortunes together"
"I've got some real estate here in my bag"
So we bought a pack of cigarettes and Mrs. Wagner pies
And we walked off to look for America
"Kathy," I said as we boarded a Greyhound in Pittsburgh
"Michigan seems like a dream to me now"
It took me four days to hitchhike from Saginaw
I've gone to look for America
Laughing on the bus
Playing games with the faces
She said the man in the gabardine suit was a spy
I said "Be careful his bowtie is really a camera"
"Toss me a cigarette, I think there's one in my raincoat"
"We smoked the last one an hour ago"
So I looked at the scenery, she read her magazine
And the moon rose over an open field
"Kathy, I'm lost," I said, though I knew she was sleeping
I'm empty and aching and I don't know why
Counting the cars on the New Jersey Turnpike
They've all gone to look for America
All gone to look for America
All gone to look for America
2:07 PM

2 May 2008
friday, the day where problems follow you home and stay for two days
gah its Friday, I hate Friday, its the one day where your problems follow you home and stay with me while i sleep for ages and ages... and they don't go away, but I play foot ball tomorrow so I can get anger out by tackling little children... Meg asked me to ring her... so later, I will... I wonder if it will cause pain? will it? is it worth it? of course it is... wtf? it probable will, and ill most likely fall asleep in a ball, sobbing... but I don't care... I'm used to it... enough about that, this week was pretty crap, I almost cried a few times, and it was at school! then I did when I got home and was in the bath... i fed my dog two pig trotters, six lamb kidneys and 1 lamb heart today, and he didn't eat any of it... ungrateful... I'm hungry... I still need meg to read my book to see if she cares if other people read it... but she never wants it when I ask her, so I'm just meh... and go to the bus... then I fill out the book on the bus, and today I was sitting across from Isaac, and he looked really depressed... poor Isaac... ah well, people are evil, its peoples fault... people need to be put in to silence for ages and ages... lock them all in a dark room, and let them fight it out, in the darks, and cold, and film it... and then to you tube, and then they could wright a book, then make a movie... and it could make me rich... very rich and i could by an island and call it George island... and banish people i dont like... look at me go, im rambling really bad here, and i dont care, its for a reason... private reason... work it out? ok, have fun... but i have to go on a bit more, there that will do... I will ad to this later... tomorrow maby...
There will never be
Another one like you
There will never be
Another one who can
Do the things you do, oh
Will you give another chance?
Will you try, little try?
Please stop and you remember
We were together,
anyway, all right
And if you have a
certain evenin'
You could lend to me
I'd give it all
right back to you
A how it has to be with you
I know your moves and your mind
And your mind
And your mind
And your mind
And your mind
And your mind
And your mind
Will you stop and
think and wonder?
Just what you'll see
Out on the train yard
Nursin' penitentiary
It's gone, I cry out long
Go head, brother
Did you stop it to consider?
How it will feel
Cold, grinded grizzly bear jaws
Hot on your heels
Do you often stop and whisper?
It's Saturday's shore
The whole world's a savior
Who could ever, ever, ever
Ever, ever, ever
Ask for more?
Do you remember?
Will you stop?
Will you stop?
The pain
And there will never be
Another one like you
There will never be
Another one who can
Do the things you do, oh
Will you give another chance?
Will you try, little try?
Please stop and you remember
We were together,
anyway, all right
How you must of
think and wondered
How I must feel
Out on the meadows
While you run the field
I'm alone for you
And I cry
The sweat, look at it
Optical promise
Heh, heh, heh
You'll be dead and in hell
Before I'm born
Sure thing
Brides maid
The only solution
Isn't it amazing?
7:04 PM

1 May 2008
what people don’t say can hurt them...
Current mood:depressed
sleep, anger, depression, and everything is over whelming... god dam... sleepy... oh well ill get over it... i guess/hope and i want some one to fix it, but they wont... there is like two people who can, and they will be un-named, and i wont tell them how... work it out...
If I may
If I might
Lay me down weeping
If I say
What is like
I might be dreaming
If I may
What is right
Summer time, see me heal
Those years in his vomit
A phrase from his pocket
And chains holding the wind, lifelong dream
Dream
Do re mi
If I may
If I might
Wake me up, see me
If I do
If I like
Find me how to see me
If I may
Cold as ice
I may, how to see me
Raised in his socket
It fades from his moment
A chase from his socket I will need
Ray
Dream
Do re mi
Do re mi
Do re mi
Do re mi
Wish me good
Wish me light
Break me down, see me
In your way
Just be quiet
Follow pain & bleed me
Yell or wail
And if I sigh
Sink me how, TV
If I may
And if I might
Gonna go, to Bleed
Praise in his pocket
Praise from his moment
A chase from his own in my tea
Ray
Dream
Rape Me
Don't rape me
Do re mi
Do re mi
Don't rape me
Do re mi
i cant find the right words any where... but they will do...
5:20 PM

30 Apr 2008 
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im so depressed and stuff and sleepy and i watch eveything that happens so dont think im not there, becasue i am, and im watching so meahhh... and i see what you'er doing, and gah... i hate my life...
Mom and dad went to a show
Droped me off a grandpa joes
I kicked and screamed, said please, oh no
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Had to eat my dinner there
Had mashed potatos and stuff like that
Couldnt chew my meat too good
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Said why dont you stop your crying
Go outside and ride your bike
Thats what I did, I killed my toes
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
After dinner, I had ice cream
Fell asleep, and watched tv
Woke up in my mothers arms
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
Grandma take me home
I wanna be alone
8:40 PM

27 Apr 2008
super heated microwave water burns
Current mood:confused
i was about to say something really deep and meaningful, and then summerland came on the tv and made me angery and then i lost my train of thourght... and it waould have been great (maby (most likely not)) with in the next week i will have made a list of people i need to thaks and say sorry to and put it on this 'blog' thing for all to read, and it will be boring... but ill just do it... bah this tv is stupid, i need to fix my computer, so i dont have to use this laptop any more, the tv is just conforum, conforum, conforum, then the F.B.I. burst in... lulz... i got about 11 hours of sleep last night, and i had heaps of energy this morning and it all left from anger at my family... and i am so confused about everything and peoples words confuse me far to much... one day i'll remember all this and laugh...
I dont care
I dont care
I dont care
I dont care
I dont care
I dont care
Care if Im old
I dont mind
I dont mind
I dont mind
I dont mind
I dont mind
Mind, dont have a mind
Get away
Get away
Get away
Get away
Get away
Away, away from your home
Im afraid
Im afraid
Im afraid
Im afraid
Im afraid
Afraid, afraid of a ghost
Even if you have
Even if you need
I dont mean to stare
We dont have to breed
We could plant a house
We could build a tree
I dont even care
We could have all three
She said
She said
She said
She said
She said
She said
She said
She said
She said
I dont care
I dont care
I dont care
I dont care
I dont care
I dont care
Care if Im old
I dont mind
I dont mind
I dont mind
I dont mind
I dont mind
Mind, dont have a mind
Get away
Get away
Get away
Get away
Get away
Away, away from your home
Im afraid
Im afraid
Im afraid
Im afraid
Im afraid
Afraid, afraid of a ghost
Even if you have
Even if you need
I dont mean to stare
We dont have to breed
We can plant a house
We can build a tree
I dont even care
We could have all three
She said
She said
She said
She said
She said
She said
She said
She said
She said
She said
Even if you have
Even if you need
I dont mean to stare
We dont have to breed
We can plant a house
We can build a tree
I dont even care
We could have all three
She said
She said
She said
She said
She said
She said
She said
She said .. good!
3:07 PM

26 Apr 2008
stuck in the middle with out you...
well some one appers to be veiwing this rubbish they seem to call a blog, and with all this venting my emotions on the internets, its hard to fill out my 'DOOM BOOK' but dont care... i still do, one day some of you people may well get to read it...
im not even sure if with out is one word or two, and i cant remember simple things from trying to forget painful memories, and some of my memories that i now know i came up with in my head so i have to be extra careful with what i say and do, inside and out...
Now, she ever comes now now
She ever comes now now
She ever comes now
She ever comes now
Oh, she looks so good
Oh, she's made out of wood
She said so
Now, she ever comes now now
She ever comes now now
She ever comes now
She ever comes now
Oh, she looks so good
Oh, she's made out of wood
She said so
Now, she ever comes now now
She ever comes now now
She ever comes now
She ever comes now
Oh, she looks so good
Oh, she's made out of wood
Oh, she looks so good
Oh, she's made out of wood
She said so
Now, she ever comes now now
She ever comes now now
She ever comes now
She ever comes now
Oh, she looks so good
Oh, she's made out of wood
Oh, she looks so good
Oh, she's made out of wood
She say
She ever comes now now, now
Oh, she says she's come now now
Ever, ever, ever comes now now
Ever comes and she comes now
Now, now, now
Now, n-n-n-n-n-n-n-n-n nah, nah, nah
Ever comes now now
Now, uh huh
Now, she ever comes now now
She ever comes now now
She ever comes now
She ever comes now
Oh, she looks so good
Oh, she's made out of wood
She said so
Now, she ever comes now now
She ever comes now now
She ever comes now
She ever comes now
Oh, she looks so good
Oh, she's made out of wood
She said so
Now, she ever comes now now
She ever comes now now
She ever comes now
She ever comes now
Oh, she looks so good
Oh, she's made out of wood
Oh, she looks so good
Oh, she's made out of wood
She said so
Now, she ever comes now now
She ever comes now now
She ever comes now
She ever comes now
Oh, she looks so good
Oh, she's made out of wood
Oh, she looks so good
Oh, she's made out of wood
She say
She ever comes now now, now
Oh, she says she's come now now
Ever, ever, ever comes now now
Ever comes and she comes now
Now, now, now
Now, n-n-n-n-n-n-n-n-n nah, nah, nah
Ever comes now now
Now, uh huh
3:25 PM

25 Apr 2008
little green orange
im so tired, but i cant sleep, and i need food, but i cant eat, but is can, but i cant, so i will but i wont.... i feel so stupid and that i have made huge mistakes, and i dont even know if there are people reading these, so ill just go on... and on, and on, and on and on... i want to undo evrything... now... just so it can fix all at once... and i want to watch someone burn to death horribly... at the bottem of a well... and i think people are angery at me, and i dont know why... and i want them to no be... and i want to just sleep... for ever... or at least untill the world is populated by different people... so i wont know any one... and i can start a fresh, but i wont have to go over seas... and yeah...
Im so happy cause today
Ive found my friends ...
They're in my head
Im so ugly, but thats okay, cause so are you ...
Weve broken our mirrors
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care ...
And Im not scared
Light my candles, in a daze
cause Ive found god
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Im so lonely but thats okay, I shaved my head ...
And Im not sad
And just maybe Im to blame for all Ive heard ...
But Im not sure
Im so excited, I cant wait to meet you there ...
But I dont care
Im so horny, but thats okay ...
My will is good
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
I like it - Im not gonna crack
I miss you - Im not gonna crack
I love you - Im not gonna crack
I killed you - Im not gonna crack
I like it - Im not gonna crack
I miss you - Im not gonna crack
I love you - Im not gonna crack
I killed you - Im not gonna crack
Im so happy cause today
Ive found my friends ...
Theyre in my head
Im so ugly, but thats okay, cause so are you ...
Weve broken our mirrors
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care ...
And Im not scared
Light my candles in a daze ...
cause Ive found god
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I like it - Im not gonna crack
I miss you - Im not gonna crack
I love you - Im not gonna crack
I killed you - Im not gonna crack
I like it - Im not gonna crack
I miss you - Im not gonna crack
I love you - Im not gonna crack
I killed you - Im not gonna crack
and those lyrics most likely arnt right, but they will do...
7:02 PM

24 Apr 2008
kettle boils loud
I would never bother you
I would never promise to
I will never follow you
I will never bother you
Never say a word again
I will crawl away for good
I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it would come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never felt failed to fail
Pain...
Pain...
Pain...
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
I..m so warm and calm inside
I no longer have to hide
Let's talk about someone else
Steaming, soon begins to melt
[nothing else is right!!!!]
Nothin' really bothers her
She just wants to love herself
I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it'll come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never felt so well
Pain...
Pain...
Pain...
Pain...
Pain...
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
Pain...
and just for the record, words hurt...

Sorry for hurting you laura.

Sunday, April 22, 2012

SAPPY

fuckitIcan'tevenbebothered.

Saturday, March 31, 2012

tree29/3/2012

I realise you can't really see the trees but thats because the map is at least five years out of date and not very good, i might draw my own one day.


10.



Obligatory photo in the direction of the playground.


some ones back yard. I figure that a photo of a house is a good reference to how high I am.

11

This is hardly a tree at all. But it was still kinda fun to climb.


This is a photo of the ribbon that I tie when I get to the top, has the date and my name, and some other shit if I feel like it.

12

This was the only tree that was a real challenge, infact I was a little afraid, but I didn't let the tree know that.


Until I got to this branch that is, then I didn't think I'd make it back down if I went any higher, so I gave up. It was soo tempting though.


This photo has the dog that would not stop barking at me, but apparently i kept the small one and deleted the big one. for whatever reason my phone camera does that thing where it gives me a thumb nail copy when i extract them from my phone.



I had time to listen to The Empyrean while I was climbing these, it was alright, I'd give it a four out of five.
I always try really hard to like an album when someone recommends it to me, which is stressful as hell, I should just go back to buying CD's at random from op shops and the 'alternative' section of CD shops, thats how I got into Alice in Chains

ALSO: while I think of it, here's some photos I took a while back. Click to enlarge

These are my CD's and some other junk on the bookshelf I use as a bedside table.


This is a photo of a car crash that brought all the news helicopters to my area but I never saw anything about it on the news.

Thursday, March 29, 2012

More trees, and I finaly finished sticking cards to my ceiling.

I finally finished![video]

This, THIS is what I've been working on for a few years now. FINALLY got around to finishing it. there's about 21 rows of horizontal (-) consisting of roughly 30 (about 630 cards) and 19 rows of virtical (|) consisting of roughly 46 (about 874 cards). So in total theres approx 1504 cards up there, close to 29 decks of cards.

I've been watching Sabrina, the Teenage Witch lately, and let me just say that it is fantastic.


So yeah, I climbed these ones ages ago and never got around to taking the photos off my phone, which has a really shit camera anyway so it doesn't really matter.

This post and future posts will most likely mess up my page because the camera on my phone is trying to be good by taking large photos.
No wait, I'll just change the HTML and stretch them poorly all to the same size.

NOTE: these trees were climbed 13/12/2011 (god I'm lazy)

7


This is a hole in the tree which bees were living in, theres a really poor quality video on my PC I may upload someday but I can't be stuffed.
Anyway the point is it's a shame because this tree was fun and I'm scared of bees kinda.

8


I don't have much to say about this one, it had a shit view, but it was kinda fun (even a little scary at points) to climb.

9

This tree was pretty fun.

The shorts I was wearing that day are broken now, I loved those shorts, life is not worth living without them.
Nah, I miss them though.


This is a photo I took last time I got a blood nose in the shower.

Today I went into Mt Eliza and went to the bank, made a dentist appointment and went looking though opp shops for CDs.

Ones of note:

  • November Rain Single

  • Peaches Single

  • Everybody Hurts Single

  • To the Moon and Back Single



As well as some early 90's hard rock sampler, pretty good for $2
Also I found space jam on VHS so I got it.

Yeah well that's about all really. I've gotten less shifts at work as per request, TAFEing again and still see laura a few times a week. Shame she's a butthead lol :)

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Goodbye old friend.





I killed her, I didn't mean to do it, but it happened. All I was trying to do was make my tank look nicer and I killed her.

Today whilst moving things around in my fish tank I stressed out the sick fish too much which resulted in death. All I was trying to do was place a mirror in the tank as I was attempting to remove the rocks and things i have collected from my adventures so into the tank they all went.

After this is separated it from the others into another tank because it had started swimming upside down, and I knew that it would not live. Then I had to rush off to work.

When I got home from work my father informed me that he had "put her out of her misery" and flushed her. I was really attached to this fish as it was from the first lot I purchased over two years ago.

In life it was always a he, but after I saw it dying I decided that she must have been a she, so delicate and sad. That's most likely sexist.

And the mirror which is now in the tank has attracted my lemon tetra's attention, who is guarding it from the other fish because he thinks they have a friend in it, so now I'll have to get another fish because he all alone.